Chapter 16

True feelings of mine..

actually I really don't know how to express my feelings to others..
because I worried that things which I felt that is really important but others don't feel the same as me...

lets see...
friends are meant to be together but not be separated into groups...
Am I right???...........
I'm not sure...this shows that how blur I am...

Is that so important whether the person are single or not???
that's got nothing to do with your friendship right???
should I call this as BOIKOT???
haha...I also don't know...
but anyway I am sure that if the same situation happen on the person who did this to others before will feel it as a victim!!!
because those who did this, they never stand in people's shoes and think in different way...
they have brains, but just put it at aside..

You refuse to join us does not mean that you are so kind and giving the couple chances to spend together...
the couple will not join you all in a gang if they wanted to spend time with each other only...
if planned to go out together but walk separately, we are totally like just accidently meet with each other in a place...
do you guys understand what I mean???

Explaining to others is really hard...
but what to do??
because I living in a community...
not living alone in a cave...
so I shall learn to communicate with others...
shouldn't you give chanse to others???

what will you guys feel when you are only important to your friends when you can bring benefits to them???
are you an walking ATM machine???
are you a chauffeur???
then who are you???

I have just learn something new in between this few days...
just keep your mouth shut when others don't bother you and try your best to make yourself transparent!!!muahahaha....
do the same way as how they did to you..

friends are important...
but nothing is more important then beneficial!!!!!
life = benefits > friendship
therefore, life = benefits!!!!!!!!!!