Chapter 15

GREY AREA OF MY LIFE

Life is difficult when you need to handle many things at the same time...

Yet, most of us still face it bravely...

Sometimes, i really feel like wanna quit from all this problems...

But at the end i have no the strong will in myself to quit...

Isn't it quiting from somethings is easy???

but...why is it so hard for me???

am i not strong enough???

Is friend important in our lives???

are they the main character in our lives???

are they playing a good character or bad one???

why must we have friends???

is all your friends treating you sincerely from the deepest part of their heart???

what will you feel when your friends making you transparently???

OR...i am just too sensitive about it???

GIVE ME SOME TIME...

I WILL GET USE TO IT AND GO THROUGH IT WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM!!!!

Exam fever is now burning!!!!!

why are the society judging the young ones through their exam results???

and this is just like a game where all the participant can't quit or surrender!!!!

i am one of those too...

i am trying my best in this very last moment!!!!

just hoping that the god can give me more time....

i really need it...

i won't cry when i get bad results...

i also blame no one except myself...

when you not prepare 100%, you deserve it!!!!

I REALLY MEANT IT!!!!

i regret...i wanna change...

i wanna try 101% of my ability!!!!

i really really meant it!!!!

not only for getting flying colours in the last goverment exam in my life....

but also to fight for my brighter future and reach the goal of mine...

further more...to catch my dream...

when you see all your friends are moving toward their dreams...

you will definitely feel jealous...

so i am!!!!

i don't want be the audience of their DREAM REACHING SHOW!!!!

I WANT TO BE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN MY OWN SHOW!!!!

nothing much to say about...

saving up time to get well prepare for my show!!!!

wish me luck...

as i will wish for you too...

all the best in life!!!!